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You are leaving, don't make my feelings stay. [ Posted on February 24, 2012 | 03:32 AM ] [ mood | blah ] Pick me up, twirl me rounds, save me from the scary drunk. Falling into a cycle. read + comment

jonathan safran foer [ Posted on February 14, 2012 | 02:22 AM ] "I'm so afraid of losing something I love, that I refuse to love anything."  read + comment

[ Posted on January 18, 2012 | 11:33 PM ] Handmade sushi bento set! Been spending way too much money on concerts and gigs, Wicked was in December then Foster The People just last weekend and next month's Laneway Festival and I am prolly getting tix to Sum41 so.. idk how am I ever saving money. read + comment

Dear John, Dear Jane. [ Posted on January 13, 2012 | 11:22 PM ] [ mood | confused ] I guess somehow rather things don't ever work out the way we hoped they would. It's never that easy, is it? Time doesn't heal the pain, it just makes you gradually forget how you ever felt. Been months since I've been on this space and honestly I should be typing more because so many wonderful people I've met and known thoroughly these past months. The company's been pretty great albeit the sour events that have took place. I'm still trying to find my place in this whole mess, still trying to find out if it'll work it's way or am I down in another rut. School's been horrible, assignments are piling and it seems like I'm never going to be able to complete everything with desired effort. It's just... too much. Not to mention how my back is killing me and sitting for long hours just aggravates the pain. I should probably see someone about the pain, but I am too proud a person to say I need help (I actually know this about myself). Still, very thankful of the people around me who care, who bother to get medication for me to treat various ailments. Work on the other hand is shit, I have half a mind to leave my current "vocation" and look for another job but I'm just so accustomed to the people and the working style. Being comfortable about this has serious drawbacks, I honestly can't survive with the paycheck anymore I've been dead broke since December ended. Going to see Foster The People tomorrow at Fort Canning and I hope it'll be rad! Oh, and not to forget journal, a belated christmas, new years and all other festivals I've missed. Yet another year of mindless words! read + comment

Once again, school's out! [ Posted on September 01, 2011 | 07:04 AM ] Woah oh oh! GBE's done, FM's done, LAW's done! IT'S ALL DONE!!!!! This semester has been so tough and I am so glad its over, there's one and a half years left! JUST A LIL' BIT MORE AND IT'S ALL GONNA BE OVER. No more looking over your shoulder wondering if you did a bang up enough job. No more competition, no more ... people. Alright anyway it was pretty good hanging with the guys after the paper. It has really been awhile and a couple of us got into Azhar's car and weirdly drove to Taufik's block which is kinda right opposite my place. Really convenient, I like. Good talks, played some warfare game on Ash's mac and I seriously can't play with the trackpad. Talk into the wee hours of bout 3 I think, not too sure. It was all good, it's such a relief to just feel like i'm alive again. That I haven't lost myself in the process.... no matter how messed up it really is inside. I just love the Dameron bromance. read + comment

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